the 19yr old girl who wished she hadnt grown up








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Sunday, January 28, 2007

motivation drive passion discipline.


rainy days are back again :) & :( the desire for shopping is soooooooooooo strong today! & i almost almost gave in. HAHAHHHHHHA. but nono,the hardworking studious intelligent me decides to stay at home to complete all the work which forever seems to be ENDLESS. life now is so so soooo different from last year,too different. im still not used to it. hello pple,pls make life in school more interesting for me,thanyou very much:D i dont like having econs lecture in that LT,i prefer last yr's LT3. now,everything is like so cramped and small & i totally cant absorb what the lecturer is saying. give me back my LT3!!!!!!! lit lessons are much more interesting this year though,& this is sth to be happy about:)) watched othello modern version ytd & it's really so so so nice,though it's a tragedy. but still,long live othello&desdemona. i've no idea what im talking about=/


i finally did my runs ytd! i found it quite weird to realise that im actually missing running. HAHAHHHHA. nevermind,I RAN YESTERDAY & MY WRIST DOESNT HURT THAT MUCH. yayy. dear wrist,pls recover soooooon.


i seriously think the plot for the 7pm chnl8 show is lousy.


shopping tomorrow!! i wanna shop&shop&shop :)) cant even rmb my last shopping trip,it must be super long ago. what a pathetic life im living. TSKTSKTSK. how i wish it will rain money. ahahhhhha. fat hope=( econs CA on monday! have to go read up the notes again cos i really have no idea what is going through during those lectures. sadsadsad. ohh yaa,presenting to you sth stupid.


fat&ugly,
slack&lousy,
stupid&unlucky,
this is what's happening to me&kathy.



i cant help feeling lousy&demoralised some days for some unknown reasons. yes,thats the worst part.UNKNOWN REASON. i cant stand that wallowing in self pity & blabla feelings anymore=( those are the lousy days.


new yr resolutions:
study hard
play hard
train hard
love hard (sounds weird)
sleeeeep hard
live hard


=]

somewhereovertherainbow;

7:12 AM


Thursday, January 25, 2007

im not getting anywhere=(
sometimes i feel happy :) but any little thing that follows next can just lead to a drastic change :(
i dont like this,it makes my life so dull & boring & lifeless & the negative terms go on and on.
im not seeing people who makes me happy, & sometimes even when i do, they somehow lose the effect.
haiya,whatever,life still goes on.
cheeeeeeer up chanxueting:DD


i get to see sister every morning :)) xiang is my morning partner to school :))


my wrist doesnt seem to get any better,except tt it is not swollen and doesnt hurt tt much. but but i still have difficulty turning it. tsk,this is what happens when it is just not your day.


im too used to that,sorry.


somewhereovertherainbow;

11:13 AM


Friday, January 19, 2007


happy people will have happy endings (=

somewhereovertherainbow;

4:00 PM

i rather be a child,
to just innocently believe your words,
than to have your words lead me to somewhere,
more than just where we can be.
:(


tis not safe anymore,
i need somewhere more personal,
another place perhaps
(=

somewhereovertherainbow;

8:44 AM


Wednesday, January 10, 2007

lovely people :))

somewhereovertherainbow;

11:11 AM


Saturday, January 06, 2007


3rd day of school! i need to get out of my cuti-cuti mood. (if u know what it means:D ) i feel so old when i see those new J1s having orientation,just made me think abt those MI days:) IM EIGHTEEN. muahahahhhha. dont mess with people who are eighteen:DD


I LOVE PICTURES! :))

me gz & shan on board the VIKING :DDD


girls plus DADDY :))


YAY :D


cousins uniteeee!


marilyn lijun horse soldier me shan daddy =)

lalalalala =)


it's tooooo dark. too bad u cant see our PRETTY faces :D

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

im falling in love with janice's never let u go:)

somewhereovertherainbow;

10:46 AM